If I had help instead of being hindered every step of the way, it would be possible to end the chronic disease crisis within a few years. I won't say more than that, for previously stated reasons.
The FDA nor the research system will change, so its still up to the similar-minded individuals who see the potential of FMT to help
those who want the help. For now, you can’t help those who think they don’t need FMT. So it is expected you will not have major support.
But if I am being completely honest with you, it seems like you are punishing the few people like me for the actions of people who aren’t as open-minded as you and I.
I still remember my first post, and all you could say is that I am responsible for this extremely complex problem just because I acknowledged the massive obstacles I have to spread the word in my country.
Hell, I can’t even get to do it in my own household, my parents don’t even want to consider FMT because I am not “bad enough”, we don’t know a viable donor and it seems exaggerated. And as you could guess, I am dependent on them economically. I have lost friends because they think I am insane for my views, which ARE informed. Even you have to admit I am more informed than many on this simply because I have read this forum and it’s wiki.
Do you need others to completely devote their life to the cause and lose the approval of their friends and family for you to take their commitment to making FMT available seriously? Because it seems like that.
You often use the argument that you managed to operate a FMT company alone as a disabled person to invalidate the systemic barriers that most people have to implement FMT policy for multiple illnesses.
And you have accomplished a lot in the operative side, there is no argument against that. But your biggest obstacle right now is not about what an individual can accomplish anymore, but fighting a literal abstract but real concept: ignorance and greed/power/control from the elite.
I often feel you don’t truly understand how many things outside of the scope of advocacy need to change for institutions and researchers to actually take FMT seriously. You said before “never attribute to malice what you can attribute to incompetence”, but everything that has happened actively says that it is
malice and greed. The last IBS trial should tell you that already. And the masses won’t listen to the people like us who are seen as fringe maniacs.
You might think that I am misinterpreting what you are asking of others, but that isn’t the case. We are so few and so many have so many different circumstances, that we can’t afford to abandon so many things like you did with no damn leverage on institutions.
And it is not fair that you had to abandon your life either. It wasn’t anybody’s fault that you got CFS (other than possibly your parents, but Idk).
But now that you are rebuilding your health, you want to deny the ability to do the same to the few who are willing to listen to you, because of the many who can’t or won’t.
So, in my opinion, you should give access to your donors to those who are willing to listen to you in this forum.
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But if that isn’t something you agree with at all, what will you actually let us help you with, that is actually feasible?
I don’t have contacts in the FDA, I don’t know the researchers from the last trial. I am not a microbiologist and I have as much leverage as you do on research and policy:
0. Because I am an architecture student, not a microbiologist. And any doctor I open my mouth with already dismisses me.
I already did all the other recommendations you outlined on that thread. I tell people about FMT and try my best to get new members in this forum every single day, in Reddit and irl.
And if what is more feasible is money, I can’t even give you some until I start working, and that is only if I don’t deteriorate more (and if my country doesn’t crumble, today we had an the most powerful earthquake in our history and we are lucky it wasn’t enough to break the capital). But only time will tell.
I may be rambling, but what I am trying to say is, that I am open to help you, and if you need reassurance that I don’t want to fuck you over or hinder you like people in the past, then all you need to remember is that I am an intelligent patient like you, who has his life at stake too.